Or am I?
PM has been riding a rollercoaster again. It has changed. I don´t know why or is it for better or for worse? I have been fighting back. I refuse to let it take the power from me. The fever comes and it goes over 38 degr C straight away. Along with it comes the most terrible neckpain. Other muscles are sore too. It lasts a day or two and then it´s over.
I am still extremely happy for no hospital visits. I keep my fingers crossed that the disease is heading for a remission. I´ve had some rough times and I know I´m not out of the woods, yet anyway.
I have been involved in my daughters Christmas play at her school. Made some costumes and painted their faces. It´s been a long time I´ve had the chance to do something creative. It´s very therapeutic.