The doctors have thrown in the air three letters. SLE. There are some signs in my blood which indicate that I could have this disease. But it is not a sure thing. It´s been 13 yrs since those same letters haunted me. It wasn´t sure then either. I guess I´m a freak. Even my blood doesn´t know what to tell ;-) Even if they say I have SLE, it is the least of my worries at the moment.

Just want to go home for a change.